Remembering my past days and
face at present:
mmm
I am getting started in the
night of deep in a non-whispering moment when deep
reflections of my innocent soul. Sunday, 11 April-2016
What happened? It is a long days ago
that came into my mind to write something about myself to determined lonely.
So, I started to go ahead ….
This situation is always suddenly created... in an
under coolly and shadow spot of the bamboo gathered area beside in the village
canal. While we were chatting about the past formation of life, someone is made
own-self as a non-announced king or braver but sometimes they wanted to denote
someone they are not intoxicated even they did not touch a cup of win like as
fully washed and fresh one. Ha: ha: ha: it is a matter of shame that no one was
following us about our conversation... as gentle as we stayed in backing
support by the rain-tree to our bones we were nice co-operating one into
another.
It was still raining hard there (…) then my nose has
just noticed a delicious smell was coming from the wind and the only thing I could
think about was my favourite something! (which helped me to stay in a
positive mood).The heart picture of my father just have slight to remove
gradually from my mind. … How can I resist to it? If it keeps raining so
hard, I will definitely become wise. So, I just started writing
random things to entertain myself.
I´m a very determined person (Mintu T.
Pereira…) I always know what I want. Once I set a goal, there is nothing that
can stop me. I also hate wasting time; my knowledge requires a higher learning
and moving forward all the time. Today I decided to share my dreams and goals
for the future beside of you. I guess, some of them you already know.
Well, the first one is to learn well
Bangla and visiting my soul´s home (Bangladesh). I already have a basic
knowledge on Bangla, but it is not enough, I want to be fluent. Basic knowledge
is never enough for me. One of the things I really would like to do while being
in Bangladesh is cuddling with a little puppy (Dog).
Yesterday I was searching on the Internet and came
across a course on Sustainable Development taught in Dhaka Mirpur, which not
only gave an overview on Bengali culture, economy and religion, but also offers
criteria, category, systematic economical crisis. I always was peaceless for
don’t having to me a just supporting from my neighbours. There I got a change
to study in Notre Dame College, Motijheel and I was definitely attended to
class in whole year regularly. The institute never conspire in my favour.
There I was in plan to tour Italy and USA to upgrade
me as on of the most important person in the world but failure. Some of you may
wonder why especially those places. I love the place in the world ‘Italy’ seems
like a religiously upgrade me base on smartness and the best place to meet an fairy
life partner for me as a princes and live an intense romance with whole life
with peace. But I felt in love of green landscapes. The America is the place of modify own as
highest in the world, I think, it is the best place to observe the nature how
suitable is! Someone meditates that these place are always make for one better and
peaceful to alive. I have one special song, which takes me to a higher thought:
Amar Golpo Sune....Karo Chokhe.....(singer: Tapon Chy). May be you will enjoy with this too. Soon I´m going to
read a book on Bishad Sindu and Meghonadbod Kabbo. I´m sure that it will
get me closer to this goal. I will surely share my knowledge with you.
In next I discussed with an astrologer … who would
explain me in details all interesting issues of my birth chart and advise me
how to strengthen the energy of my planets. My life always turns around this
science. I also would like to learn more things about current science.
an international Embassy, International Office or
Language School
In terms of career, I have desired to work in
government services but never I can’t do it for my side supporting to me. I
want to work in the local environment like private office, mill premises and
scheduled bank, private business, academic institutions. Actually I don´t have
any aspiration to be a very high position but just a homely living in dwelling.
, I just want to do what makes me feel happy and be useful for the world.
I also want to have a flat with an oriental decoration
and a lot of lights (…) with a mid sounds tones, only earthy ones. There should
be also a fireplace to heat my cosy place during cold winter evenings. It would
also be the best place to have deep night talks until the sunrise. And of
course I want to have a pet that I will give an my Bangladeshi Indian name (I
just have to choose one of my favourite Bengali words … unfortunately couldn’t
done.............
Regarding my personal life, most of you already know
that I want to marry someone from a different culture and have “coffee-milk”
baby (Miss: Pronoti, Linet or Anamika). I used to spend a lot of time on
matching my life to them as a “Happy couple” with Bengali surnames and
some of the combinations sounded really nice. I definitely want to have a
wedding in Bengali style (even if my future wife is origin of Sylhet). If she
loves me truly, she will have to accept it. I won´t feel comfortable marrying
according to catholic traditions. I also would like my partner to gift me
a huge stem of red roses, at least once a year. I have received so many different
gifts from guys, but no one has given me red roses yet… So it is still a dream
and extremely a pleasure to me forever.
And now about weird wishes… I want to go to a desert
and spend a while there laying on the fine grey sands with my partner. Lying
next to my wife (no matter where), with my head to her fond of breast, as hearing
her heartbeats, would be the most romantic and valuable experience for me. I
love hearing people´s heartbeat, especially feeling it through my hand. How
wonder the nature is God made for us......
Furthermore I also want to experience a volcanic
eruption (to be up close). I have already mentioned it in one of my posts “My
inner volcano in heart”, but I know that it is a utopian wish. Writing an
article is always visionary, but not as important as the previous ones. To being
honest, I was not expecting that so many people from all over the world would
read my deep reflections. I´m amazed. Thank you! And finally the last
wish is to go to a make-up artist who would transform my look in something
completely different (although I don´t appreciate dresses). I guess, I would
look like a real suitable star and be surprised by my own beauty. Dreams and
goals are our guides, which give sense to our life. (…) don´t be a conformist
and never stop moving forward. Turn your dreams into goals and the Universe
will conspire for your success too.
To be continue.......
To be continue.......
