The Red Rose

The Red Rose

This is my very first post to the reader. I like to flash it out the the reader as a very uncommon collection of the post. Here I like to describe about some flower that we cultivate in some monsoonal area of Bangladesh where the sun light blinks direct from the sky. As on is most updated sample here I placed of Red Rose. This flower also bloom in all season in Bangladesh. People like this flower. More uses of the flowers are in a wedding ceremony, Birthday party, anniversary, Social welfare etc. Moreover, the flower loves each couple to brings their love to each other. Many young man like to give it to the lovers as a love gift. Some one use it to spread out their love first love to the desired one by giving the red rose as the sign of love for ever. Roses that are used in various kind of situation in Bangladesh. Flowers are the blossoms of plants and the reproductive organs of angiosperms. Edible and non-edible flowers alike have a common concentric structure of distinct parts that, beginning at the base of the flower and proceeding up to the center, include the stem, ovary, sepal, petal, stamen (filament and anther), and pistil (style and stigma). Flower petals are showy, fragrant, and often fully flavored. Sepals, on the other hand, are leaf-like structures that enclose the flower before it blooms and, unlike petals, are not valued as a source of food, flavor, or color. Stamens are the male parts, and they produce pollen. Anther sacs hold pollen, and in the case of pine trees, so much pollen is produced in the early spring that it accumulates in masses on lake shorelines and can be scooped up. Some time we use it to the flower case at the table in dwelling, church, alter, and we most use it as welcoming to the gust. The use of the red rose is increased day by day. That is who does not want to get a red rose from a nice and cutie one and lovely one! So, we should try to cultivate it to our dwelling, beside of the house, or flower-tob, and we most love it as flower business as it brings extra money from selling.

"The unseen love"

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My passed days which I look at present!!

MY DREAMS AND GOALS FOR THE FUTURE

Remembering my past days and face at present:

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I am getting started in the night of deep in a non-whispering moment when deep reflections of my innocent soul. Sunday, 11 April-2016

What happened? It is a long days ago that came into my mind to write something about myself to determined lonely. So, I started to go ahead ….

This situation is always suddenly created... in an under coolly and shadow spot of the bamboo gathered area beside in the village canal. While we were chatting about the past formation of life, someone is made own-self as a non-announced king or braver but sometimes they wanted to denote someone they are not intoxicated even they did not touch a cup of win like as fully washed and fresh one. Ha: ha: ha: it is a matter of shame that no one was following us about our conversation... as gentle as we stayed in backing support by the rain-tree to our bones we were nice co-operating one into another.

It was still raining hard there (…) then my nose has just noticed a delicious smell was coming from the wind and the only thing I could think about was my favourite something! (which helped me to stay in a positive mood).The heart picture of my father just have slight to remove gradually from my mind. … How can I resist to it? If it keeps raining so hard, I will definitely become wise. So, I just started writing random things to entertain myself.

I´m a very determined person (Mintu T. Pereira…) I always know what I want. Once I set a goal, there is nothing that can stop me. I also hate wasting time; my knowledge requires a higher learning and moving forward all the time. Today I decided to share my dreams and goals for the future beside of you. I guess, some of them you already know.

Well, the first one is to learn well Bangla and visiting my soul´s home (Bangladesh). I already have a basic knowledge on Bangla, but it is not enough, I want to be fluent. Basic knowledge is never enough for me. One of the things I really would like to do while being in Bangladesh is cuddling with a little puppy (Dog).

Yesterday I was searching on the Internet and came across a course on Sustainable Development taught in Dhaka Mirpur, which not only gave an overview on Bengali culture, economy and religion, but also offers criteria, category, systematic economical crisis. I always was peaceless for don’t having to me a just supporting from my neighbours. There I got a change to study in Notre Dame College, Motijheel and I was definitely attended to class in whole year regularly. The institute never conspire in my favour.

There I was in plan to tour Italy and USA to upgrade me as on of the most important person in the world but failure. Some of you may wonder why especially those places. I love the place in the world ‘Italy’ seems like a religiously upgrade me base on smartness and the best place to meet an fairy life partner for me as a princes and live an intense romance with whole life with peace. But I felt in love of green landscapes.  The America is the place of modify own as highest in the world, I think, it is the best place to observe the nature how suitable is! Someone meditates that these place are always make for one better and peaceful to alive. I have one special song, which takes me to a higher thought: Amar Golpo Sune....Karo Chokhe.....(singer: Tapon Chy).  May be you will enjoy with this too. Soon I´m going to read a book on Bishad Sindu and Meghonadbod Kabbo. I´m sure that it will get me closer to this goal. I will surely share my knowledge with you.

In next I discussed with an astrologer … who would explain me in details all interesting issues of my birth chart and advise me how to strengthen the energy of my planets. My life always turns around this science. I also would like to learn more things about current science.

an international Embassy, International Office or Language School

In terms of career, I have desired to work in government services but never I can’t do it for my side supporting to me. I want to work in the local environment like private office, mill premises and scheduled bank, private business, academic institutions. Actually I don´t have any aspiration to be a very high position but just a homely living in dwelling. , I just want to do what makes me feel happy and be useful for the world.

I also want to have a flat with an oriental decoration and a lot of lights (…) with a mid sounds tones, only earthy ones. There should be also a fireplace to heat my cosy place during cold winter evenings. It would also be the best place to have deep night talks until the sunrise. And of course I want to have a pet that I will give an my Bangladeshi Indian name (I just have to choose one of my favourite Bengali words … unfortunately couldn’t done.............

Regarding my personal life, most of you already know that I want to marry someone from a different culture and have “coffee-milk” baby (Miss: Pronoti, Linet or Anamika). I used to spend a lot of time on matching my life to them as a “Happy couple” with Bengali surnames and some of the combinations sounded really nice. I definitely want to have a wedding in Bengali style (even if my future wife is origin of Sylhet). If she loves me truly, she will have to accept it. I won´t feel comfortable marrying according to catholic traditions.  I also would like my partner to gift me a huge stem of red roses, at least once a year. I have received so many different gifts from guys, but no one has given me red roses yet… So it is still a dream and extremely a pleasure to me forever.

And now about weird wishes… I want to go to a desert and spend a while there laying on the fine grey sands with my partner. Lying next to my wife (no matter where), with my head to her fond of breast, as hearing her heartbeats, would be the most romantic and valuable experience for me. I love hearing people´s heartbeat, especially feeling it through my hand. How wonder the nature is God made for us......

Furthermore I also want to experience a volcanic eruption (to be up close). I have already mentioned it in one of my posts “My inner volcano in heart”, but I know that it is a utopian wish. Writing an article is always visionary, but not as important as the previous ones. To being honest, I was not expecting that so many people from all over the world would read my deep reflections. I´m amazed. Thank you!  And finally the last wish is to go to a make-up artist who would transform my look in something completely different (although I don´t appreciate dresses). I guess, I would look like a real suitable star and be surprised by my own beauty. Dreams and goals are our guides, which give sense to our life. (…) don´t be a conformist and never stop moving forward. Turn your dreams into goals and the Universe will conspire for your success too.


To be continue.......